If you think blogging comes natural to me, let me correct that notion:
I find it hard to blog.
I find it really difficult to type any more after the first few lines.
I find it difficult opening my life to readers like you.
I find myself a little shy when typing in my deepest sorrows and insecurities.
Although I find myself a little more than joyous when I actually write something beautiful;
I find that it will be difficult to create something just as beautiful; hopefully even more beautiful.
I find that despite my very lack of technique;
I still find myself around people who give what little support they can and for that I am grateful.
Yet, I still find myself to be alone.
I find myself in a jungle of darkness and confusion.
When I do find myself around really true and truly real friends,
I find that there is much security and peace,
because I find God in them.
Though I find that I need only look at where I'm standing to find myself;
I find that my one true security is in my God.
It is then that I find myself inspired enough to make a blog.
we readers do not know what the writer feels when he writes/blogs. we only know even if he's writing his simplest thoughts, it can be as good as this.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, i am with you on the last part. ::in them i see God::
Brilliant.
in God we are truly secured, safe, and satisfied.
ReplyDeletewhat amazes me Jay, is how you think up all the things that you put here. well.. guys do think deep.
I don't think so. I mean the part where you say guys do think deep.
ReplyDeleteEverybody thinks deep, or at least, is able to.
You shouldn't be too surprised since whatever "talent" I might have comes from the Writer Himself. 0:D